frustration made me draw. well, i tried to draw angelina jolie. you get the idea. lol. i’m a terrible colorereer, so it’s probably gonna stay like this forever.
front camera MP game too stronk
i haven’t used a relaxer in over 2 years! go me. i’m not even sure why i even did.. i still go at it with the flat iron though.. and i avoid humidity and water at all times. haha.
watching johnny bravo and he gave her the d
past few days i’ve been feeling a little bit off and i’ve been feeling like the words ‘i love you’ are losing it’s meaning. it’s not that i’m falling out of love, but i guess i feel like when it’s said [to me], it’s not fully meant anymore.
when i first met him, i was 100% sure that i was in love with him and for a change (in my roller coaster ride of a love life), i felt he felt the same way. with that, i gave him all of my trust, i gave him all of my honesty, i opened up to him completely. best feeling in the world, yes. in the 1 year and some months we’ve been together, we’ve had our small fights and arguments but there were a couple of times (kind of recently too) where he just completely broke my trust. the first time it’s ‘i’m sorry, i promise i won’t do it again. i promise i’ll think before i act/talk/etc.’ and then few months later, that promise turns nonexistent and it’s right back to ‘i’m sorry, i promise.’ i don’t know if he thinks it’s a game or..
it’s not hard. all i ask is that you’re honest with me, all i ask is that you don’t hide things behind my back, all i ask is that you love me, consider my feelings, think before you do things. it’s not hard to question yourself: if i were her and she did this to me, how would i feel? what would i think? if she did this to me, would i be mad? let me ask her. let me find out.
i’m afraid that later down the line i won’t feel the same anymore.. because i am so, so very sick and so very tired of hearing ‘i promise i won’t do it again’ and it gets done again. so tired of being told ‘i’ll think twice’ and it doesn’t even get questioned. ‘i’ll talk to you about it first’ .. bullshit promises and [white] lies. i love my boyfriend very much and it irks me to even feel this way; i feel like our love is turning meaningless.. promises mean nothing.. and i feel kind of empty..
LMAOOOOOOOOO the screaming in the beginning
"oh jesus christ"
"please don’t give me that look"
"please don’t fly"
Literally the best video I’ve ever seen.